I thought about this about this background image today so I thought I’d ressurect it. I made it around 10 years ago. I remember I was trying to load a large image at my internship and it stopped loading in the middle. Honestly, just thought it looked cool. I’d like to think I’m a patient person, but I feel so hasty and impatient lately. I’ll never forget when a Saks sales associate asked if I was a mother because I sat there for a good 15 minutes untying the knots from a pair of lace-up sandals. I was amused. I didn’t buy the sandals. Need to remind myself to slow down. I yearn to be a Lemaire woman, but I feel like I don’t look sophisticated enough. Also feel dumb wearing pointed collars. Just wanna be an elegant blob.


2022-01-20

I thought about this about this background image today so I thought I’d ressurect it. I made it around 10 years ago.

I remember I was trying to load a large image at my internship and it stopped loading in the middle. Honestly, just thought it looked cool.

I’d like to think I’m a patient person, but I feel so hasty and impatient lately.

I’ll never forget when a Saks sales associate asked if I was a mother because I sat there for a good 15 minutes untying the knots from a pair of lace-up sandals. I was amused. I didn’t buy the sandals.

Need to remind myself to slow down.
(what’s there to slow down I already move and think so slowly).
(i just think a million thoughts...one at a time)


I yearn to be a Lemaire woman, but I feel like I don’t look sophisticated enough. Also feel dumb wearing pointed collars.

Just wanna be an elegant blob.

Things I want to do more of this year:
- Emoting on the internet hahaha
- Speaking up more in real life
- Finish a gosh darn book
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that was then   but this is now   what is next?

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