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2022-05-02

Feeling a lot of uncertainty and insecurity lately. Stemming from my work performance and from maybe being in suburbia for too long?

I think I need to stop seeking validation from my boss at work

I feel an immense sense of guilt when I think about leaving my mom alone, but it’s also the only way I can imagine retaining my peace

Considering therapy again

I want to properly face these frustrations and insecurities in a healthy way where I can grow and move forward. I don’t want to let my past traumas ruin my present relationships

thinking about boundaries

I think the collection of images I used for this entry are so funny but I like the vibe. Yannie and I were talking about the Jade Egg from Goop...working out your kegels AND getting crystal healing at the same time...sign me up

babe wake up it’s time to do your kegel exercises

The image in the background is from the artist Evan Roth...i love how the irl landscapes become a digital netscape
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