2023-05-23
sometimes i want to sink into a forest floor covered in moss
i think it will fix everything
i feel so much guilt in wanting to be happy
i’ve been thinking a lot about david lately. the yaeji concert reminded me of him, putting myself out there and dating people reminds me of him. he appeared in my dreams last night. ryuichi sakamoto owned a cafe that straddled between life and death and we parted ways there. i woke up with sadness weighing over me
i’ve been working through the hurt i experienced in my relationship with david in therapy but i still love and miss him
Let's go fast, then go slow
Not too far, not too close
Give me something strong enough
Maybe I'm afraid of love
i want to fast forward to the part where i’m happy