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2024-02-20

Horoscope 1: You are standing at the entrance of a new door.

i rewatched ozu's tokyo story tonight after having watched wim wenders' perfect days recently

i first watched this movie in my early 20s. rewatching it some 10 years later, i can confidently say this movie destroyed me

Please believe me. I want you to be happy.

the feelings of grief, of change, of moving on
i cried at the end

Isn't life disappointing?
Yes, it is.


lately i've been feeling a little lost so i've been checking my horoscope
they've also been telling me to get ready for change
feeling scared

My heart seems to be waiting for something.

i tell myself it's okay to emote on the internet but when i share something that makes me happy on social media i immediately cringe after
i wish i were more photogenic so i could share myself when i feel cute and then cringe about that too

Horoscope 2: They're thinking about you, too.

these are the movies i watched over the past few days
Twilight
The Incredibles
Big in Vietnam
Tokyo Story


realizing i should just suck it up and watch my backlog vs. waiting to watch with someone

speaking of wim wenders' perfect days, i've been thinking of the shigeru ban toilet. so pretty

i need to be courageous and brave
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that was then   but this is now   what is next?

home   is this still me?